this sucks lah
i hate u for not replying me.
i hate u for not talking to me.
i hate u for ignoring me.
i hate u for trying to be ignorant of everything.
i hate u for not helping me.
i hate u for everything.

YOU!
were nv once like tt.
u did reply my msg,
u did talk to me
u didnt ignore me
u didnt ignore everything around u
u didnt say no when i asked for help
U WERE NV LIKE THIS.


im beginning to be childish to hate u
but,
if u dont care,
i care more
i really hope dat one day,
we could just go out again like last time, and talk things out.
and ill just start crying.

online,
u always replied me no matter how busy u were.
i dont know wad is going on in ur life right now.
and u always say,
"talk to u soon k?"
OH MY GOSH CAN!.
u nv did talk to me ag.
and tt time,
we cld even quarrel over a small thing.
and u said,
"sorry , pls understand.."
tell me how am i suppose to understand u,
when u dont even tell me things for nuts' sake.
and we dont even communicate?!?
crap can!
HOW?!
how to?!?!
sucks kk`.


i dont know wads going right now in ur mind.
i dont know
we just dont seem to click anymore.
i think its just over`
our pact is gonna break soon.
cos u dont care.
u said nv to leave each other alone.
u,
left me alone first.
sucks`.
and im the one who initiates the talk
and
u are the one who always ends the talk.
BLAH.`

emo`
nv the happy me anymore`